Sometimes...

Sometimes I just want to tear out my hair and scream. if it wasn't already falling out I would.
Sometimes I just want to sit and cry.
Sometimes I want to punch someone in the face.
Sometimes I just want to be reaffirmed that I am loved. Sadly when I need this most it is unavailable.
Sometimes I just need to be held.
Sometimes I am confused.
Sometimes I am angry.
Sometimes I am hurt.
Sometimes a smile is impossible to find.
Sometimes I don't know who to trust.
Sometimes I know EXACTLY who to trust but they are unresponsive, cold, and angry.
Sometimes I just have to write to express it all.
Sometimes I start to write and then run out of things to say.
Sometimes I just want to quit.
Sometimes I want to fight till the end, whatever the end is.
Sometimes I feel so lost and helpless.
Sometimes I really don't like the hand that life has dealt me for this round.
Sometimes I feel like tapping out.
Sometimes I am a loser.
Sometimes I am a failure.
Sometimes I am a dissappointment.
Sometimes I am an outcast.
Sometimes I am abandoned.
Sometimes I am forgotten.
Sometimes I am alone.
Sometimes.